That's the mental state I've had, mostly, these days. The way I use to do the things in my life. And its just that planning things is for people who want their lifes to be completely arranged; everything set and done. No real emotions at all, in my opinion. But sometimes, letting it all flow isnt that great. I mean, like everything, it will sometimes bring you nice moments, and sometimes awful ones. And I was so well, until I let myself feel things I really dont want to. Why does my mind have to mix up feelings? Why cant I just live a moment and then let go? ...Well, I can. Ive done it before. But for now, whatever is in there, it's turning my world upside down. I know things, in general, doesnt last forever, but for a while ...sometimes they could stay there for a while. HAHA. Stop dreaming... lets keep on living...
♥, Pau
